The noises,
Killed me.
The tension flow,
Known.
She beats inside my head,
I explode,
Fuck you.
Child speak,
“It’s unacceptable”.
Half listening,
I pause,
Dissociation, safe.
I work at it,
Work hard.
I don’t explode,
Take time.
The noise in my head,
Watching others,
Pain.
Move into
The land,
Unknown leap,
I contain it,
Abatement.
Explosion.
Beat, beat back,
Badly beaten.
Off to work,
Work, work.
Home.
Noise, tension,
Rhythm, life,
Explosion,
Disaster.
Because of,
Diso, bloody, disobedience.
